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Ever After
William Wharton
William Wharton turns his microscopic gaze on his own life to narrate and scrutinize the untimely deaths of his daughter and her family. A moving story of one man’s rage against death, and spiritual renewal.On August 3rd 1988, field burning caused a 23-car pile-up that claimed the lives of seven people, including William Wharton’s daughter, Kate, her husband, and their two children. In EVER AFTER, William Wharton searches for meaning in this tragedy, and tries to put a stop to a dangerous agriculture practice.Written from the perspective of both father and daughter, EVER AFTER is inspiring and heart-breaking in equal measures.
WILLIAM WHARTON
Ever After
To Kate, Bill, Dayiel, and Mia. And to Margaret
who brought a beacon of light to the darkness
W.W.
Contents
Title Page (#ucaac8d0c-2b99-53a7-adee-16eaa55ed99b)
Dedication (#u9d6b07a8-86b4-55cf-827a-ad8168df861a)
Foreword (#u8ea1cd63-a4e9-54c5-81da-8fd624810d3c)
PART ONE: Kate (#u2f7dd380-d018-5e8d-af53-9b0b3281a02b)
Chapter 1 (#u35ed1038-0e7c-5ea1-a263-ef5916692e2b)
Chapter 2 (#u64f6c906-d931-5d63-9f68-6bdc5ff07500)
Chapter 3 (#ua4a70a48-ddc7-5a43-a880-0fa835a91728)
Chapter 4 (#u551e92dc-9773-57ee-829a-bd4e67b1b871)
Chapter 5 (#u310877ca-b6ba-513b-a930-de5e017ee04e)
PART TWO: Will (#uaca07b35-2ad7-56f9-8e5b-81d912882ff4)
Chapter 6 (#uaae5357d-fb3d-58f1-8be5-918c2ab41be3)
Chapter 7 (#u131c9cc9-3e24-525f-a602-f8b1c68ef57f)
Chapter 8 (#u4f5df89c-6c57-5dc3-92e4-edb704f161e9)
Chapter 9 (#u93cfc499-8c4e-5ebf-b98e-1ab748dc826f)
PART THREE: Settlement (#uf084f2a3-b535-50ef-a341-1a0e934754a4)
Chapter 10 (#u11375d5e-2a00-50e7-b3c7-e64aebf091b7)
Chapter 11 (#u88a61ffe-65a7-5f96-b310-bbe55d8a83e5)
Chapter 12 (#ub8afa035-4adf-5f04-b585-50199b768ee5)
Chapter 13 (#ueca4c4ff-a25a-54bc-9716-ed024ded4823)
Chapter 14 (#uf2a0d97e-7697-55c1-ac1f-5da5e6e933ca)
Chapter 15 (#u9a99ea53-5c7f-51a3-b427-048d16cb11c4)
Chapter 16 (#u3d92979e-bbc2-5137-a4a2-426411e5ff8f)
Chapter 17 (#u0a789566-c3b3-5f56-901a-672fface525c)
Chapter 18 (#u5bc8826a-327a-54f1-b9fd-0a25f63d69ef)
Chapter 19 (#ue1e43594-d0c4-5d7a-a943-ebac0a90badc)
Epilogue (#uba9b4dbc-21af-5dd5-ac5a-8a1dc185a29b)
Also by William Wharton (#uebf743b6-5673-5288-91d4-da1e054f3317)
Copyright (#u48f229f3-b436-58c4-b916-c9f8d0756fc3)
About the Publisher (#u19a111af-18ca-5d0c-9795-c43e49989f02)
Foreword
As a result of the experiences described in this work, I have come to the conclusion that everything coming through the mind of man or woman is fiction. So-called truth is a convenience and a comfort for which we all search. This search seems natural and necessary to humans.
In science, observation are established as truth by replication. A concept or observation is considered true when numerous repetitions of the same concepts, observations and conclusions have been completed and verified.
However, for a long time, scientific man was convinced the sun went around the earth. This phenomenon fulfilled all the requirements for truth in its day.
History considers an event to have been true when it has a significant volume of primary, secondary and tertiary evidence, enough to warrant a statement of validity. However, it is, in the long run, merely a consensus truth. That is, most people think it is true. And, typically, they only consider it true for a limited time.
Religion takes its truth from revelation to individual humans, sometimes called prophets: superior or alien beings with special powers, who are generally not of this world. From these revelations, various versions of dogma evolve among humans which purport to be truth. Many people live their lives by these ‘truths,’ will kill or be killed for them.
I’ve gathered as much evidence, primary, secondary and tertiary, as I could. I pray the event herein described will not be replicated. I do not expect, or ask, belief from you, the reader, in the unique revelation with which I was blessed. It is reported only as part of the total experience, the holy horror of it all.
I am writing this work of biography-autobiography-fiction, concerning the event which changed our lives, in the form of a documentary novel. In the interest of the aesthetics involved in novel-writing, I have needed to employ certain novelistic devices.
There are conversations I did not hear, for example, between my daughter and her husband, which I create. They are, however, related to the unfolding events as I know them. I tell part of this tale from the point of view of my daughter, Kate, in her voice, as teenager and adult. It was necessary to use the novelist’s techniques of personal projection to do this. I hope it does not invalidate for the reader the sequence of events I wish to tell. It is not meant to.
I am a novelist. This along with painting is my mode of communication. I hope the reader will be able to enter into the events related and the emotions experienced with at least the ‘feeling of truth’ for truth.
To protect the privacy of those concerned with this tale I have changed all names except for some first names of my immediate family. To those, I’ve given my writer’s surname.
I don’t intend that this be a book of complaints except as it is necessary to explain certain events as I experienced them. I am the first to admit that bias enters all communication, even when an effort to represent truth is being made.
William Wharton
15 April 1993, Port Marly
PART ONE
1
Our neighborhood in Paris was what the French call a quartier populaire, a nice way of saying ‘slum.’ Actually it was an area where furniture was made, and most of the people were artisans – carpenters, upholsterers, window-makers, printers, that kind of thing. There were also artists – more and more of them the longer we lived there. But I was too young to appreciate a good thing; I wanted to live in the sixteenth arrondissement, or some other posh place like that.
That’s where Danny, my boyfriend from the American School, fits in. His father had been an ambassador and now worked for some top-secret international organization. Once an ambassador, always an ambassador; so his calling-card had his whole title written out. I was very impressed.
Danny wasn’t a very good student, but he was good-looking and really did live in the sixteenth arrondissement. He was the only student on campus to own an automobile. He was older than the other kids and had a French driving license. In France you need to be eighteen to drive.
We went together all during our last two years of school. I remember Christmas of our senior year especially.
We spent it down at the mill, an old, stone water-mill in the Morvan, a part of Burgundy, where our family goes for Christmas. It’s always cold and there’s nothing to do.
I was afraid I was pregnant, even though I wore a diaphragm – Mom and Dad insisted on it when I turned thirteen. On top of everything, Robert, my little brother, who was only about three or four, kept singing the Christmas song ‘Mary had a baby.’ Each time he did, Danny and I either moaned or giggled, depending on our mood. If we got to giggling, we couldn’t stop. I know it drove Mom crazy.
Later, Danny asked me to marry him, although I wasn’t pregnant. It was just before I graduated. When I told Dad and Mom, Dad looked at me a long time before he said anything.
William Wharton
William Wharton turns his microscopic gaze on his own life to narrate and scrutinize the untimely deaths of his daughter and her family. A moving story of one man’s rage against death, and spiritual renewal.On August 3rd 1988, field burning caused a 23-car pile-up that claimed the lives of seven people, including William Wharton’s daughter, Kate, her husband, and their two children. In EVER AFTER, William Wharton searches for meaning in this tragedy, and tries to put a stop to a dangerous agriculture practice.Written from the perspective of both father and daughter, EVER AFTER is inspiring and heart-breaking in equal measures.
WILLIAM WHARTON
Ever After
To Kate, Bill, Dayiel, and Mia. And to Margaret
who brought a beacon of light to the darkness
W.W.
Contents
Title Page (#ucaac8d0c-2b99-53a7-adee-16eaa55ed99b)
Dedication (#u9d6b07a8-86b4-55cf-827a-ad8168df861a)
Foreword (#u8ea1cd63-a4e9-54c5-81da-8fd624810d3c)
PART ONE: Kate (#u2f7dd380-d018-5e8d-af53-9b0b3281a02b)
Chapter 1 (#u35ed1038-0e7c-5ea1-a263-ef5916692e2b)
Chapter 2 (#u64f6c906-d931-5d63-9f68-6bdc5ff07500)
Chapter 3 (#ua4a70a48-ddc7-5a43-a880-0fa835a91728)
Chapter 4 (#u551e92dc-9773-57ee-829a-bd4e67b1b871)
Chapter 5 (#u310877ca-b6ba-513b-a930-de5e017ee04e)
PART TWO: Will (#uaca07b35-2ad7-56f9-8e5b-81d912882ff4)
Chapter 6 (#uaae5357d-fb3d-58f1-8be5-918c2ab41be3)
Chapter 7 (#u131c9cc9-3e24-525f-a602-f8b1c68ef57f)
Chapter 8 (#u4f5df89c-6c57-5dc3-92e4-edb704f161e9)
Chapter 9 (#u93cfc499-8c4e-5ebf-b98e-1ab748dc826f)
PART THREE: Settlement (#uf084f2a3-b535-50ef-a341-1a0e934754a4)
Chapter 10 (#u11375d5e-2a00-50e7-b3c7-e64aebf091b7)
Chapter 11 (#u88a61ffe-65a7-5f96-b310-bbe55d8a83e5)
Chapter 12 (#ub8afa035-4adf-5f04-b585-50199b768ee5)
Chapter 13 (#ueca4c4ff-a25a-54bc-9716-ed024ded4823)
Chapter 14 (#uf2a0d97e-7697-55c1-ac1f-5da5e6e933ca)
Chapter 15 (#u9a99ea53-5c7f-51a3-b427-048d16cb11c4)
Chapter 16 (#u3d92979e-bbc2-5137-a4a2-426411e5ff8f)
Chapter 17 (#u0a789566-c3b3-5f56-901a-672fface525c)
Chapter 18 (#u5bc8826a-327a-54f1-b9fd-0a25f63d69ef)
Chapter 19 (#ue1e43594-d0c4-5d7a-a943-ebac0a90badc)
Epilogue (#uba9b4dbc-21af-5dd5-ac5a-8a1dc185a29b)
Also by William Wharton (#uebf743b6-5673-5288-91d4-da1e054f3317)
Copyright (#u48f229f3-b436-58c4-b916-c9f8d0756fc3)
About the Publisher (#u19a111af-18ca-5d0c-9795-c43e49989f02)
Foreword
As a result of the experiences described in this work, I have come to the conclusion that everything coming through the mind of man or woman is fiction. So-called truth is a convenience and a comfort for which we all search. This search seems natural and necessary to humans.
In science, observation are established as truth by replication. A concept or observation is considered true when numerous repetitions of the same concepts, observations and conclusions have been completed and verified.
However, for a long time, scientific man was convinced the sun went around the earth. This phenomenon fulfilled all the requirements for truth in its day.
History considers an event to have been true when it has a significant volume of primary, secondary and tertiary evidence, enough to warrant a statement of validity. However, it is, in the long run, merely a consensus truth. That is, most people think it is true. And, typically, they only consider it true for a limited time.
Religion takes its truth from revelation to individual humans, sometimes called prophets: superior or alien beings with special powers, who are generally not of this world. From these revelations, various versions of dogma evolve among humans which purport to be truth. Many people live their lives by these ‘truths,’ will kill or be killed for them.
I’ve gathered as much evidence, primary, secondary and tertiary, as I could. I pray the event herein described will not be replicated. I do not expect, or ask, belief from you, the reader, in the unique revelation with which I was blessed. It is reported only as part of the total experience, the holy horror of it all.
I am writing this work of biography-autobiography-fiction, concerning the event which changed our lives, in the form of a documentary novel. In the interest of the aesthetics involved in novel-writing, I have needed to employ certain novelistic devices.
There are conversations I did not hear, for example, between my daughter and her husband, which I create. They are, however, related to the unfolding events as I know them. I tell part of this tale from the point of view of my daughter, Kate, in her voice, as teenager and adult. It was necessary to use the novelist’s techniques of personal projection to do this. I hope it does not invalidate for the reader the sequence of events I wish to tell. It is not meant to.
I am a novelist. This along with painting is my mode of communication. I hope the reader will be able to enter into the events related and the emotions experienced with at least the ‘feeling of truth’ for truth.
To protect the privacy of those concerned with this tale I have changed all names except for some first names of my immediate family. To those, I’ve given my writer’s surname.
I don’t intend that this be a book of complaints except as it is necessary to explain certain events as I experienced them. I am the first to admit that bias enters all communication, even when an effort to represent truth is being made.
William Wharton
15 April 1993, Port Marly
PART ONE
1
Our neighborhood in Paris was what the French call a quartier populaire, a nice way of saying ‘slum.’ Actually it was an area where furniture was made, and most of the people were artisans – carpenters, upholsterers, window-makers, printers, that kind of thing. There were also artists – more and more of them the longer we lived there. But I was too young to appreciate a good thing; I wanted to live in the sixteenth arrondissement, or some other posh place like that.
That’s where Danny, my boyfriend from the American School, fits in. His father had been an ambassador and now worked for some top-secret international organization. Once an ambassador, always an ambassador; so his calling-card had his whole title written out. I was very impressed.
Danny wasn’t a very good student, but he was good-looking and really did live in the sixteenth arrondissement. He was the only student on campus to own an automobile. He was older than the other kids and had a French driving license. In France you need to be eighteen to drive.
We went together all during our last two years of school. I remember Christmas of our senior year especially.
We spent it down at the mill, an old, stone water-mill in the Morvan, a part of Burgundy, where our family goes for Christmas. It’s always cold and there’s nothing to do.
I was afraid I was pregnant, even though I wore a diaphragm – Mom and Dad insisted on it when I turned thirteen. On top of everything, Robert, my little brother, who was only about three or four, kept singing the Christmas song ‘Mary had a baby.’ Each time he did, Danny and I either moaned or giggled, depending on our mood. If we got to giggling, we couldn’t stop. I know it drove Mom crazy.
Later, Danny asked me to marry him, although I wasn’t pregnant. It was just before I graduated. When I told Dad and Mom, Dad looked at me a long time before he said anything.
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